After passing out with big time heart palpitations, shortness of breath, and vertigo at 2:30 a.m. on July 23rd, I had:
- 4 abnormal EKGs indicating a possible heart attack
- Blood test confirmed no heart attack, but possible blood clot 3 days later... CT scan confirmed no blood clot
- Unexplained pulse rate that would shoot through the roof upon standing
- Failed a treadmill test turning gray with oxygen levels dropping to 64 ( below 90 is abnormal)
- Weeks of bed rest as cardiologist told me I might have a stroke, plus I was so out of it my body was not functioning properly I could hardly do anything due to ongoing chest pain, extreme vertigo ( I felt as though I were spinning ALL.THE.TIME!), and shortness of breath just in the littlest of activity (like walking to the bathroom).
- Echo cardiogram confirmed small hole in my heart... but doctors weren't positive it's what was causing all my symptoms...next step would be heart catheterization but since I was starting to feel somewhat better after there was finally talk of this we elected not to...for now
- Bounced around to lots of specialists... lots of waiting, lots of bedrest, LOTS of terrible vertigo, memory problems, on and off chest pain continued, shortness of breath...
- One really huge low was having home health deliver oxygen tanks to my house and having to be on oxygen... it was devastating to say the least.
- Finally a big break through: The Pulmonologist sent me to an ENT who ordered testing for my vertigo, which found that my inner ear had been thrown off... likely due to lack of blood flow to the brain the night I passed out. Not an explanation as to WHY I passed out but a big explanation as to why I was having the ongoing, horrible vertigo... it really messed me up! As a result, I started Vestibular physical therapy with an AWESOME PT who taught me techniques that retrained my brain as to it's new normal after having my inner ear thrown out of whack. Finished (well still doing it at home) with him and after 2 months this has helped me immensely! Still in the works but SO grateful to have figured that out! Who knew that the inner ear could mess you up so bad? I couldn't see clearly, I couldn't take in very much info without my brain feeling completely overwhelmed... it was so, SO awful! Just a piece of a larger puzzle of this crazy medical saga, but a HUGE piece to finally have solved!
SO gratfeul to finally have a good doctor and to be figuring some of these things out... and SO glad after FOUR AND A HALF MONTHS(!) to finally be feeling like I'm actually going to make it through this. Feeling so awful for so long was so frustrating, and after being told that I possibly had a fatal illness, Pulmonary Hypertension (the only diagnosis that my symptoms perfectly matched up with), it was pretty scary for a while. We still don't have ALL the answers, like for sure what made me pass out that night, but for now I'm just so grateful to be on the upswing and so grateful for the time I have been given with my cute family. I'm ready to move on and I'm looking forward to feeling healthy for the holidays, and to even maybe catch up on this dang blog so that I can remember these important experiences, called LIFE. :)
Happy Holidays everyone!
2 comments:
Oh Michelle!!! My goodness...you poor thing. I have been so worried about you b/c of how you left off your last post, and I kept hoping you'd write something so that I knew what was going on with you. Oh my goodness...I read both posts. WHAT AN ORDEAL!?! I can't even imagine! It sounds beyond awful. The inner ear...that is just crazy isn't it? And the hole in your heart. I am SO sorry. My sister-in-law was diagnosed with that after having debilitating migraines for 10 yrs. It's just crazy. I can't even imagine how awful to wonder if you'd be able to see your kids grow up!! Honestly, that is my biggest fear. I found a lump in my breast a couple of years ago and I was SO scared that I had breast cancer and was going to die. I'm so sorry you've had to go thru all of this!! I wish I'd known earlier, I would have prayed so much for you! I hope, hope that the doctors can figure it all out. It's SO hard not knowing all the answers, and having to just keep being patient is SOOO frustrating! I'm glad you're on the up. my goodness what a scare. And I'm going to take your advice and have a hormone panel run on me. Good luck Michelle!!! You are amazing!!!!!
p.s. I am sure that you are right...that it was your brother who pulled you up off the floor that night. That really touched my heart. I think our loved ones are so much closer and so much more involved in our lives than we realize. Thanks for sharing that.
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